Sunday, January 13, 2008

Worlds best friend

Everyone seems to think they have the worlds best friend, when of course theres only one of those in the world. I know I got her, and Im lucky for it. Emma Hazell has had to put up with crap I would not make my worst enemy go through, just for being my best friend. I've put her in situations that make not only my life hell, but hers as well, and I expect her to get us BOTH out of it. She has literally saved my life, and saved my ass quite a few times. From having to ensure our drunk asses don't get hit by cars, while walking down King Street, to crushing those pills I was going to take when I so badly wanted to end my life. Then the times where she sat there watching me climb out a window because I wanted to run away, or sat in my room as I told my mom how much I hated her and I wanted to move, oh yeah - that was today! And then theres the times she hugged me when I cried, and needed it most. Yep, I have the worlds best friend. There is nothing in this world I wouldn't do for her, without a second thought I would do whatever I could to make her happy. We have been through it all, living thousands of miles apart from the only person that ever truly got me , or took the time to. To fighting and almost losing our friendship over people who were not worth it, and are no longer a part of my life. I can not believe I almost lost the worlds best friend for some person that would just end up being another regret anyways. If I could tell the worlds best friend one thing from the very bottom of my heart, it would be. I am very grateful for everything you do , Emma. I really do not deserve you as I never did anything right to get you in the first place, but I am so lucky you chose me as a best friend. There are not enough hours in the day to thank you for all that you've done for me, especially lately. I could not imagine my life without you, and only going less than a week was hard enough. I hated passing you in the halls and being unable to even say hello, when normally we would be walking together. Whatever happens, I hope you're my best friend forever, and i'll hold on to this friendship until the day I can no longer, because I want you to be my maid of honor at my wedding, and make the speech that has me bawling. I love you so much my BFF Emma.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

my bff is a girl named taylor she has been there for me whenever i am lojnely and just nedd to hangout with someone i have the worlds bestfriend for life.!!!!!!!!!

Anonymous said...

my bff is a girl named taylor she has been there for me whenever i am lojnely and just nedd to hangout with someone i have the worlds bestfriend for life.!!!!!!!!!

Anonymous said...

my bff is a girl named taylor she has been there for me whenever i am lojnely and just nedd to hangout with someone i have the worlds bestfriend for life.!!!!!!!!!