Monday, February 25, 2008

100 things to do before I die.

Me and Emma were reading things , and we came across a list a person had of 100 things they wanted to do before they died, this seemed rather interesting to us, so heres what I could come up with.

1. Make a difference in someones life.
2. Reach a point of happiness.
3. Travel the world.
4. Adopt a child.
5. Talk to someone I wouldn't normally talk to.
6. Live carelessly.
7. Tell my parents how much they mean to me.
8. Go to kentucky.
9. Show my little sister she is special in so many ways.
10. Meet the man of my dreams.
11. Donate to a charity.
12. Travel to England and meet all the friends I have there.
13. Spend the night on the phone with someone who means something to me.
14. Get in shape !
15. Feel content about my apperance.
16. Bungee jump.
17. Go on a roller coaster I wouldn't normally.
18. Make new friends, but keep the old.
19. Kiss my first love.
20. Apologize to those who I have hurt.
21. Get over those who have hurt me.
22. Feel special.
23. Mend the broken friendships
24. Climb a mountain :]
25. Meet someone famous, purely for bragging rights :)
26. Get rid of myspace/facebook!!!!
27. Don't edit pictures anymore.
28. Save my money, for something special.
29. Get a job.
30. Continue learning Spanish and French and be fluent in it.
31. Go to University.
32. Graduate with honors.
33. Meet all of my internet friends, in real life.
34. Learn how to express myself calmly.
35. Move away, and leave all my drama behind.
36. Have a happy healthy family.
37. Keep my best friends.
38. Get so drunk I can't remember what happened [ what a one , eh?]
39. Pass math, I want atleast a 75 but I guess I have to be real.
40. Learn how and when to keep my mouth shut.
41. Not worry about what someone thinks every second of everyday.
42. Be a part of something special.
43. Rebuilding houses where tragedy hit.
44. Save someones life.
45. Donate blood.
46. Grow my hair and cut it for cancer, for a wig.
47. Run a breast cancer marathon.
48. Get an article published in a magazine for girls.
49. Take someones advice to heart.
50. Laugh til I can't breathe [ not literally, I don't want to die]
51. Be someones maid of honor.
52. Keep the true friends I have, all the way through.
53. Have a guy to go to prom with
54. Go see Allie !!!!!!
55. Spend a night with Emma , Emily, and Kayla. Drinking pop, taking pictures, eating chips and being hyper :]
56. Kill my little brother.
57. Become someone I am proud of.
58. Beat my own abilities in soccer.
59. Learn how to live without the help of medicine.
60. See David Beckham play soccer.
61. Go to a concert in a different country.
62. Learn how to properly skate.
63. Lay outside looking up at the stars with someone important.
64. Make a random strangers day.
65. See what it feels like to be truly loved, no matter what you do.
66. Do something special for someone.
67. Get on the Tyra Banks show.
68. Get rid of my jealousy issues.
69. Become a social worker.
70. Finish University with honors.
71. Make a difference to the world.
72. Stand up for what I believe in.
73. Do something for me, not caring how selfish I will seem.
74. Do all of my homework.
75. Do whatever it takes to understand math.
76. Let my nails grow
77. Let my hair grow out and not dye it.
78. Have a small part in a movie.
79. Give a stranger 20 dollars
80. Respect everything I am lucky enough to own.
81.Take a good school picture - i truly don't believe its possible!!
82. Jump off a bridge.
83. Take pictures to be proud of, not myself, but of things.
84. Never smoke, and never settle for anyone who does.
85. Go swimming in an ocean.
86. Go swimming with sharks, and dolphins :).
87. Going to the peterbrough zoo , baha i love it.
88. Go into the CN tower.
89. Spend sometime in the summer with my grandparents.
90. Write an essay to be proud of
91. Go to spain.
92. Ride a motorcycle.
93. Get a cottage :)
94. Go ATVing/snow mobiling.
95. Do laps of swimming in the summer, every morning.
96. Not be afraid to be me, always and constantly
97. Sing outloud for everyone to hear!
98. Live life with no regrets.
99. Finish this list
100. Complete all of these.

Everyday struggles of a 15 year old girl

Being 15, I have the drama every other 15 year old has in his/her life. There is so much to worry about. Fitting in , the clothes, the music you listen to , the way you do your make up, the color or style of your hair. Then theres the friends, the backstabbing, the drama, the smiles and the tears. Not to mention school, the homework, and the teachers that will never understand you. And then theres boys, the heartbreak, the crushes and the not being good enough. I really dont think people understand how hard it is.